so what do you do, when you know youre about to fall head over heels in love?
what do you do, when you know there wont be a happy ending?
what do you do, when you realize theres nothing you can do,
when you know all you can do is hope?


if anyone figures that out, please let me know.

and time has passed, so by now ive slept with the guy i told you about before.
and who was i to think, that he was different than all the other guys, he isnt. hes just the same. as soon as he got into my pants, i dont matter to him anymore. he cancels on me like an hour before were supposed to meet and all he can say is, sorry i cant make it, but dont be mad.
oh why would i be mad? but actually he has a point, i dont have a right to be mad, its not like were together. hes just a guy, im just a girl and it was just sex.