lollipops turned into cigarettes,

water was replaced by vodka,

do you remember:

when protection meant wearing a bicyle helmet?

when the worst thing a girl could get from a boy was lice?

when daddys shoulders were the highest place in the world 

and mom was the biggest hero?
when our enemies were our best friends,

and war was just a card game,

caugh syrup was the only drug we knew.

and wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut,

the only pain we knew was falling and scraping our knee,

and good-byes only applied until the next day.

do you remember?

and we all couldnt wait to grow up.

die young or live forever, right?

so heres my list of things i want to do before i die, some can alreday be checked:

- fall in love. (  )

- visist paris  (√)

- learn how to surf  ( )

- travel the world   ( )

- jump off a waterfall  ( )

- kiss in the rain  ( )

- sleep under the stars  ( )

- kiss under water  ( )

- be on the cover of a magazine  ( )

- have sex on the beach ( and i dont mean the cocktail!) ( )

- go on a road trip  ( )

- visit abbyroad and recreate the beatles cover  ( )

- see the northern lights  ( )

- move to New York  ( )

- be happy.  ( )

- 21st birthday in Las Vegas  ( )

- open on pizza place with all the real italian flavours  ( )

- get a tattoo  (√)

- adopt a dog  ( )

- go to venice  (√)

- climb the hollywood letters  ( )

- bunjee jump  ( )

- show my art (photography)  ( )

- save a life.  ( )

- find a best friend  (√)

- change the world.  ( )

- find a four leaf clover  ( )

- sleep over at the beach  ( )

- die without regrets.  ( )

- learn how to dj  ( )

- learn how to blow perfect smoke rings  ( )

- go to a drive-in movie  ( )

- take one picture for every day i live  ( )

- get lost in amsterdam  ( )

- write an article for the new york times  ( )

- open a bar with my best friend  ( )

- be an inspiration to someone  ( )

- learn how to strip  ( )

- smoke a joint at jim morrisons grave (  )

- take photo booth pictures witha complete stranger  ( )

- stop being afraid  ( )

- move through tel aviv on vespa  ( )

- take a lot of drugs  (√)  ( )

"life is for deep kisses,

strange adventures,

midnight swims,

and rambling conversations"

AMD Fashion Show

on the 25th of Febuary the Akademie Mode & Design Berlin held its annual fashion show, the third semester presented their own lines. prominent guests from the fashion and media world were there. and among them my  best friend and me, here are some of our impressions.

 

 ♥

 

dont hold my hand again,

dont break my heart again

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This is the true definition of music.

no girl will ever forget the guy who showed her that love hurts

so its been a while, since i blogged the last time,
but to be honest, i just dont know what to write.
nothing happened, i have the feeling every day and every week, its the same old story.
i try to survive the day and hide under my blanket.
i dont want to face the world just yet.
people are all the same, whats the point? they just end up disappointing you.
im so tired,
i just want to get out.
go somewhere else, anywhere else.
start new.
and be whoever i want to be.




too bad, thats not an option. at least not now, there are still one and a half years of high school to get through. with the same old drama.

merry christmas and a happy new year!


i had a very merry christmas,
thanks to my beautiful new camera i got,

and its awesomeness ;)

and i hope ur new years eve was awesome, 
a new year, a new start.
however i sort of failed getting the hot guy and the party i went, but at least he didnt leave with anyone else either, but youll see ill get him, 
cause i always get what i want ;)

"Ya'll smoke to enjoy it. I smoke to die."