anyone of you ever had a blind date?
well whoever invented them was a really, really stupid idiot!
you cant make an awkward conversation less awkward, or skale down the huge differences between you, nor  can you accept the emergency call from your best friend after half an hour, because it would seem very rude. and since this is a judging world, there is no way that you can seem like a rude bitch.
so blind dates, huh? i just had my worst blind date experience. a guy who i chatted with and who was writing really cute messages to me. everything fine, ecxept i had no idea how he looked or how old he was. but i agreed to meet with him anyway and except for the fact that he spoke with a berlin accent, and really wasnt close to hat at all, it was okay. until the part where took a stroll over a cemetry (!) and he told me, that hes 28! 28!!!!!! hes more than 10 years older me, he was there when the berlin wall went down. hes as old as my best friends mothers boyfriend. when i was 6, he was 18! i couldnt believe it, and from that point on it just got worse, well not literally but for me. it felt so weird and was so awkward. blind dates suck.
and i know its wrong to be so superficial, but i am. i dont want to be, but i cant help it. i agreed to meet a guy for coffee and the guy is 20 and nice, im even having fun with him, but hes not my type, he doesnt have a breathtakingly sexy voice nor does he look like brad pitt. i hate myself for being like that, especially because im not a beauty myself.
why do i make life so much more difficult for myself?